BLACK&WHITE

-Friday, February 29, 2008 '

small eyes told me to blog about him. o.o okkkkk.

he said i had no life, watching anime/drama all day. YA LO. I THINK SO TOO. at first i deny, cos i want to quarrel with him mah. but anw, thats the truth. I REALLY HAVE NO LIFE. FOR THE PAST FEW WEEKS OR MONTHS, IVE BEEN WATCHING ANIME LIKE MADDDDD. becos im bored at home. i dont go out la. the places i go to are my piano tchers house, and fuhua (for alumni prac). other than that, i stay home. that means, I STAY HOME FOR 4 DAYS A WEEK. not continuously, but its v long ya know.

and on the days that i have nowhere to go to, the entire day repeats itself. really. the difference is that i dont watch the same anime episodes. T.T

and so i asked small eyes what he does at home. and he says he dont stay at home that much. OK. tsk.

my blog has all the evidence. theres kinda a lot of content regarding anime. OH HOHOHOHOHO. but nvm, school is starting in a month's time. :D worth looking forward to. hehe. thou i may have to make friends all over again. BUT ANW, ITS BETTER THAN MY CURRENT LIFESTYLE.

tmr is 29th february. THE DAY THAT COMES ONCE IN ONLY FOUR YEARS!

NITES.

small eyes. you happy? HAHA. :P

oh btw, the theme song for touka gettan is nice. HAHA. -blob-

3:16 PM;
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I FINISHED TOUKA GETTAN. quite nice. i like the ending la. so ___ (i dont know how to say. go watch, and fill in the blank. heh.). actually the ending is episode 1, which means i started from the back. if i started from episode 1, the ending of the storyline (which means not in order of episodes) would be kinda meaningless, cos i dont understand. HEHE. but anw, I LIKE THEIR SCHOOL UNIFORMS. :D take a look. :D

NICE RIGHT?

so not the same from our average school uniforms. anw, her blue hair matches the blue and white uniform. HEHE. i couldnt find individual pics of the touka (the guy lead) in school uniform, but here it is. HE HAS BLUE HAIR TOO!

and and and that rosario + vampire is really really really nice. :D and because the skirts of the girls are always so short in the anime, you always can see their undieees. tsk. what is alfred doing ah. tsktsktsk. how can he be watching this kind of anime? HAHAHA.

look at the skirt! SO SHORT! HAHAHA. it even made the lead go ...

ANIME! :D

12:15 PM;
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-Thursday, February 28, 2008 '

i wonder if i would become an auntie just like aunties. i dont like the kiasu behaviour, the horrible hoarse and loud voice, the gossipy behaviour, and many more, i guess. i also dont want to be an inconsiderate neighbour just like some neighbours, who keep hammering stuffs, yelling at their kids (and thus creating noise), and also not pick up their dog's poop when their dogs shit at void decks (and thus causing some careless people to step on it). but thats what i gotta endure while living in a HDB flat.

BUT. im not gonna go live in a condo or bungalow because of this la. HEHE. not worth it. i shall just endure it. and next time when i move, im gonna get a HDB flat in a block that is not high-rised. but i doubt there would still be any. HAHA.

ANIME!

11:08 AM;
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yongxiang the porky is nice. im saying this not because hes nice, cos he wants me to say so. HAHA. i never see you for like 2 weeks already, so i dont know if you do anything nice, so i cant say you're nice.

piano lesson today. and tcher made me do scales. T.T i even fumble up at those simple ones. and that contrary motion. T.T and i spent half an hour to get ONE contrary motion scale right. only one la. heh. =x

AND I FOUND THIS REALLY NICE ANIME. ROSARIO TO VAMPIRE. V V V V V NICE! buden, its not completed. and i guess theres still a long story. andandand, it only started airing in japan on 3rd January 2008, so the series still has a long time before its going to be complete. BUT ITS V NICE. HAHAHA.

and that TOUKA GETTAN is not bad too (thou it has those kinda scenes. HAHA.), at least its better than school rumble. HEHE. :D

10:45 AM;
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-Wednesday, February 27, 2008 '

i finished css just now. heh. and i found this not-normal anime. TOUKA GETTAN. the episodes are kinda in reverse order. cos its a flashback story. so actually, the beginning of the story is the last episode, ep 26, and you go on to watch 2nd episode, ep 25, and so on, until you reach ep 1, which is the end of the story. but i think the person who created this anime/story wanted us to watch starting from ep 1. but anw, i saw the comments about the series, and found it funny for many people to complain about this and that. HAHA. i may watch, i may not. see my mood. HEHE.

ehhh. i forgot what i wanted to blog about. i had 2-3 topics in mind just a few minutes ago. -.- but somehow, the harder i try recalling, the more it seems to be permanently forgotten. T.T

OH. i rmb one of the topics already. HAHAHA. favouritism is not good. i dont like to be favoured, and i dont like to be the one that is not favoured. so best is everyone dont get favoured/un-favoured. (if you get what i mean. if you dont get it, nvm. :D) and im going to stop practicing favouritism la. HEH. since i dont like it, (and kinda hate it a lot) i dont know what other people would feel if i prefer this person over the other person. i shall just keep my comments to myself, and tiam tiam. HEHE.

my blog is getting wordyyyyy.

sooooo...

dedicated to the small eyes monster, kenneth. HAHA.

11:51 AM;
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-Tuesday, February 26, 2008 '

back from alumni band. heh. im sorry guys, that i left first. cos i dont wanna wait for 99 la. i think im gna take 185 home after every alumni prac. so next time after alumni prac im just gna leave on my own. hehe.

anw. i was late for alumni prac today. and the punishment that i got was fright. -.- qt scared me, successfully. cos i was in a hurry (as i was late) and wanted to go see if the practice had already started. i didn care about other things la. HAH. but anw, i went to zibi after that. heh.

and during the prac, i sat at the furthest end of my left side. leaving about 3 empty seats between the clarinets and me. i like that spot la. i think its quite comfy. HAHA. and i was kinda reluctant to move in. and OBAAAAA said i zibi. ya, i zibi la hor. :P anw, i really like that seat on the furthest left. next monday i gonna sit there again. and if im told to move in, i shall just get rid of the extra seats, and remain at the furthest left. HAHA.

i told kenneth the story behind my name, cos he said,"talk to me". and then when i finished, he said i was random. ok lorrrrr. you small eye monster. tsk. i still got one part haven tell you. :P

OK. NITES.

3:09 PM;
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-Monday, February 25, 2008 '

i had steamboat today for dinner. no fun. really. its better going out to have steamboat elsewhere. like marina bay there. cos the dishes were really T.T, and - . HAHA. guess if you want to. :D

im rewatching ccs. HAHAHA. that primary-school-time anime. i still like it! (though the graphics are not as good as the recent animes. HEHEHE.) and im watching deathnote the anime. REAL NICE. if people like Light and L really exist PLUS the deathnote, this world would probably be a really interesting one. heh.

anw, i really hope TRC will still be animated. its not nice to leave the story hanging like that. theres still plenty of things that hasnt been animated, nearly one-third of the story. tsktsktsk. and i really dont like to read manga. T.T i dont even understand lo. that time i tried reading dgrayman manga, and then someone died, but i didn even know. TSK.

its nice to stay quiet most of the time, because - . guess again, if you want to, but its not just a word here. :D

i guess some people still dont know what problems im facing. ehhh, wrong. its everyone. but i really hope they would kinda realise on their own without me blabbering away.

1:31 PM;
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-Saturday, February 23, 2008 '

piano lesson today. HEH. tcher was nice to put it at 10am after she knew i had problems waking up early. =x but anw, i was told to play the 3rd piece to another of her student. SCARY AH. i went terribly fast, and made a mistake every 2 or 3 bars. NERVOUS WAD. but tcher still praise me a little in front of the student. so paiseh. =x oh, i really think that this batch of grade 8 students she has, is the worst one that she has ever taken. =x

oh, and my piano exam will clash with the poly freshmen orientation. T.T but maybe this is good, cos i dont really like camps. HEHE. esp camps with people that i totally dont know. but im worried that once school starts, people will form little groups with people that they have known in the camp, and i'll be left out. =x

school rumble is v boring. -.- i think im just gna watch one ep per day from now on. heh.

I LOVE OATMEAL. A LOT. HAHAHA. i even had it as my dinner. HAHAHA. when cooled down a little, it looks like some sort of agar. HAHA. and it does not require much chomping/chewing/biting! :P i sound like an elderly here. (since the elderly loves food thats kinda semi-solid-y. HEHE. OATMEAL.

oh. and i stayed home after piano today. i guess people are attached to their new friends, or are too busy with jc life already. but nvm, the march holidays are coming. :D and im probably forgotten again. T.T

just a moment ago, i was playing kindergarden songs on the piano. there were a few songs that are nice, but i really dont like. because of the tcher (not my present tcher). she had her boyfriend in the studio/classroom where i had my lesson, and she was kinda talking to her boyfriend while i was playing for her. O.O and i rmb how sleepy i was that time. (cos the lesson was at night.) my tcher now used to be her tcher long ago. and i like my present tcher much more than her. HEHEHE. :D

wordy entry again. i shall stop here already. HEH. NITES.

1:50 PM;
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-Friday, February 22, 2008 '

nothing much today. O.O

just now, i was browsing thru a crunchyroll forum on cosplays. i saw some really really nice ones. :D and oso, some really really not nice ones. apparently, asians are more successful at cosplaying. HEHE. and i noticed that those really really nice male characters cosplays are done by girls. but anw, anime oso like that. if you chng the hairstyles of the male characters to a girl's hairstyle, you wouldnt know he was initially a guy. HAHA.

hmmm. school rumble isnt that bad la. buden i still dont like it that much. :B

NITES. :D

i still love my blog song tons. HAHA.

1:39 PM;
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-Thursday, February 21, 2008 '

why do the topics of conversations always revolve around that? really. im so sick about it already, yet whatever i do, its kinda useless.

and for many many times, i think that she isnt right. its just that i never say. i just listened, and kept quiet while she continued talking. one day when i cant take it anymore, i guess i shall just tell her. perhaps the way i see things is different, and too shallow. i hope that this is the case.

ANW.

i was late for piano lesson today, again. cos i overslept. -.- tcher really have early lessons leh. 9.15 am. O.O but last night i slept early already leh. tsk. because there were mosquitoes that disturbed my slumber, i was awake every now and then. and the worst thing is that it bit me at my SOLE, my fingers and forehead. SO IRRITATING LA. no matter how you scratch at the sole and finger, the itch wont go away, because the skin is too thick. T.T and becos it was rather warm last night, i didn wanna use blankets. and the fan is outside of my bedroom, and im lazy to go get it. HEHE.

because i didn sleep well, piano lesson today was a mess. when i played a note wrongly, i got stunned and i forgot where i was. (only once la. Lol.) lesson on friday again. tcher is giving me intensive training already. =x

thank goodness today's weather is so cooling. HEHE. tonight i can sleep with ease again. YAY! :D

oh btw, im watching school rumble now. not very nice. still got season 2 leh. O.O maybe im gna stop halfway. HEHEHE.

1:32 PM;
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-Wednesday, February 20, 2008 '

ive finished peach girl. HEHE. Sae was a nice girl in the end! (because she changed. heh.) and i shall take back something i said about dumping away a friend like her. HEHE. oh, and this is the first time i super like the ending of a show. HEH.

i was watching this 8pm chnl 8 variety show just now, the 抢摊something. hehe. i forgot the title. and i saw this super mean lady who supposedly was the auntie's student in dance. she dont like the auntie's 鱼片米粉 den dont like la, she still said something like 我煮的不会输她. and still got the super ZHUAI face somemore. -.-

you're so (ants, cockroaches, spiders, grasshoppers, praying mantis, beetle, ladybird, moth, bees, wasps, millipedes, centipedes etc.)-*y.

TRY INTERPRETING THE MESSAGE IN THE PREVIOUS PARA. HAHA. i dont if its easy, or hard. =x the asterisk (*) stands for a certain letter, but i shant type out, if not its too easy already. i think its interesting. HEHE. (nonono, i didn copy it from somewhere else. :D )

BLOB. benjamin said a lot of people know about my blobber/blob thing already. o.o and i thot only the band people knew. I WONDER WHO WAS THE ONE TELLING EVERYONE ABOUT IT. not that i really mind, thou. just curious. :D

OK. NITES. BLOB.

ohya. if i start counting from last thursday, till this evening, i have finished watching 3 sets of anime already. OH HOHOHO. HAHAHA.

1:25 PM;
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i think i have a huge hairfall problem. really. o.o BUT I DONT WANNA CHOP AWAY MY HAIR! v.v

i went in SP accountancy. heh.

1:09 AM;
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-Tuesday, February 19, 2008 '

alumni band just now was rather fun i think. HAHA. its like a continuous playing of many songs. HEHE. we played.. LEGEND OF THE EAGLES, one moment in time, la storia, el relicario, blue ridge saga, festa paesana, jericho, ross roy. i think still got one or two more. i cant rmb. HEHE. but anw, alumni prac is alumni prac la. HAHA. its a get-together to play songs (with really really little people). and so, today there were a total of 11 people. heh. at least greater than 10. :B

anw, im watching peach girl now. yiling told me that its quite nice, quite long ago. HEHE. anw, if i had a friend like Sae (a character in the anime), i'd rather stop befriending her/break off our friendship, and go be alone. HEH. what a sucky friend.

PEACH GIRL~

3:26 PM;
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i haven been mapling for v long already. and, im so bored at home. -.- only if i rushed to school in time just now. then things would have been different already. Lol.

i forgot to say that, I DREAMT ABOUT ANIME LAST NIGHT. HAHA. i dreamt that ouran high school host club has a season 2. IM SO MAD. HAHAHA. but actually, some people said theres gna be, but theres no concrete evidence. o.o

ohya. yesterday, i did the Proust Questionaire that yangbaobao gave us last year. out of the 26 questions, i think only 6 of the answers remained the same. i guess my values in life changed a bit. HEHE. OK, not a bit, is a lot. im not gna type the questions here. HEHEHE. cos the version baobao gave is in chinese, so click here. the questions are meant for you to do once in many many years. do it every other day, and it'll lose its meaning already. :D but be sure to keep your answers somewhere you can find it easily in future! HEHEHE. :D

alumni band laterrr.

6:58 AM;
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WOOOOO. i finished another anime. HAHAHA. i started after i finished ouran high school host club. :D its BLACK CAT. HAHA. ehhh. i watched at that gofish web, and they keep having pop-up ads on the video every one minute. SO SICKENING. and irritating. >:/ but anw, it (the anime) feels the same as DNAngel. =x i couldnt understand some parts, and i had a little trouble understanding the ending. and the ending is so not nice. o.o the story is a little bitter as well. =x

when i go watch animes that people never intro, it always ends like that. Lol.

okayyyyy. i shall go watch an anime that has a familiar name now.

oh btw, i think i really chiong v fast on anime. HAHAHA.

2:50 AM;
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-Sunday, February 17, 2008 '

IM AT THE LAST EPISODE OF OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB ALREADY. WAHAHAHA. and i did something stupid just now. i accidentally disabled the touchpad thing of the lappy, den i couldnt use the touchpad. so i thot lappy got problem. and then i shut down and restarted the lappy. i was only halfway through the last episode! and i only realised it after i turned on the lappy. -.-

ok, i think it has loaded more than half already. I SHALL GO WATCH NOW! :D

oh btw. ouran high school host club episode 22 has the word/phrase NEKOMIMI. HAHAHA. how cute. NEKO-MIMI-CHAN. HAHAHAHA.

12:53 PM;
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-Saturday, February 16, 2008 '

How will I die? Your Result: You will die from a terminal illness. My apologies. In the future, there will be more effective medication to help absolve the pain and discomfort. Do not fear pain or hospitals. To endure illness is divine and will reap many rewards in the next life.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die while having sex.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die of boredom.
You will be murdered.
You will die while saving someone's life.
How will I die? Create a Quiz

o.o

true or not i dont know. but i think its kinda possible, since i have a weak body. HEHEHE. im really weak, if you guys dont know. i look pale most of the times, and i will faint when i do footdrills. i'll look a little rosy when i scratch my face, or run the 2.4km for NAPFA test. HEHEHE.

2:26 PM;
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AH LONG PTE LTD IS NICE! :D it made me think of loansharks in a different way now. HEH. jack neo's films always have little messages la. anw, MARK LEE WAS DAMN FUNNY WITH HIS SISSY ACT. HAHAHA.

NICE!

ohya. i started watching ouran high school host club last night. HEHEHE. NICE TOO! its another of those switch gender show, buden, this one is not intentional, i think. HEHE.

anime characters look so perfect. HAHA. they have the build that not one human can have. and they have super big eyes! :D

i have a headache now. >:/

i suddenly wanna watch so many things. LOL. i wanna finish ouran high school host club quickly, den go watch deathnote. HEHE. but i have to practice piano. the keys of my piano are so easy to press. o.o the strength i use to hit the max volume on my piano is only a mere mf on my tcher's piano. and somemore, i rmb that time the exam piano sounds so muffled. >:/

OKKKKK. OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB NOW! and piano tmr. :D

oh. HAPPY POST-VALENTINE'S DAY AND HAPPY TOTAL DEFENCE DAY! Lol.

12:39 PM;
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-Friday, February 15, 2008 '

i made cookies yesterday. and it became a small disaster. HAHA. i used 2X the amount of ingredients, cos im making for more people. and in the end, half of it became CHAODA. so, everything is halfed already. >:/ heres wad happened...

i was making the dough, and porky called me. he asked if i was going sch tmr. i said yes, and then i asked why he asked. he said he had a chocolate for me, cos VALENTINE'S DAY mah. SO NICE LO. den after he hung up, i went back to making the dough, happier than before. and then i remained so happy throughout the whole dough making and baking thing. and then i preheated the oven, at a very high temperature. and when its time to bake the cookies, i happily put the tray inside.

i continued with making the shape of the cookies with the remaining amount of dough. i refused to go check the oven. BECOS, i expected the little balls of dough to become twice their size after the whole baking thing is over. i wanted a little surprise. ( =x ) and then, after 10minutes plus, i think the little dough-balls are big already, so i went to check. i really got a surprise. THEY BECAME BURNT. the reason was simply because i forgot to lower the temperature after preheating the oven. >:(

out of the 56 cookies in that batch, only 4 were ok, and edible. the 52 had to be thrown away. and then, i reshaped the little dough-balls of the second batch, to make smaller dough-balls, so there could be more cookies. (im so sorry. =x) and there were 61 dough-balls in the second batch. this time i preheated the oven at the baking temperature, im taking no risk. =x and after they were done, i ate one of it to test. HEHEHE.

i hoped you guys liked it laaaaa. :D ohya. i even made for my bro. HAHA. OH. yongxiang said my cookies tasted like BRANDED cookies. HAHAHA.

there was piano lesson again today. teacher told me stories again. this time its about pre-marital sex and pregnancies. girls are always at disadvantage. once the guy involved refuse to take responsibility, the baby/foetus either gets aborted, or gets put up for adoption. this is sucha sad thing la. one day, when the real parents of the adopted child pass away, the adopted child may not even know. and then the foster parents dare not break the news to the adopted child. i might runaway from home now, if my parents suddenly tell me im adopted, and not their real blood-related child. =x

ohya, one of my tcher's weird dream is that she saw me walking across the overhead bridge with a guy. HAHAHA. i wonder who that guy is. LOL!

and then just now i went to sch for a little valentines exchange. THANK YOU DEREK, PORKY, ALFRED AND NATALIE FOR THE LITTLE GIFTS. :D DEREK IS THE FIRST GUY WHO EVER GAVE ME A VALENTINE'S GIFT! HAHAHA. anw, alfred (my boyfriend. HAHA. :D ) (oh, actually, alfred is the boyfriend of many girls. HAHAHA.) gave me a rose. :D today, is the first valentine's that i received gifts, but its oso the first valentine's that i felt so awful.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY PEOPLE!

wth. im forgotten. again.

10:06 AM;
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-Thursday, February 14, 2008 '

im really tired. i haven been sleeping well for a few weeks already. o.o

i had piano lesson today. and tcher said she hasn't been sleeping well either. shes been having weird dreams like me too. HEHEHE. exam is coming in less than 2 months. and i have been making stupid mistakes during lessons. stupid mistakes as in those that i have never made before, and they are those kind of beginner mistakes. T.T and i keep pressing 2 keys with one finger accidentally. i really "aim" v "good" eh. tsk.

i helped my bro maple just now. becos he used the 2X exp thing, but had to go out. how nice of me. :B and many thanks to kk for helping me pass the piccolo. :D

and i watched Dgrayman already. HOHOHO. but i watched the latest episode raw, so i can only understand those simple phrases/words like "i see." and "NO!". HAHAHA.

OK. im gng bathe now. then make the cookies which i was supposed to make last week. =x and then let my fingers run on the pretty black and white keyboard. :D oh, i suck at coordinating. my fingers, eyes and foot just dont connect. >:/

8:01 AM;
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-Tuesday, February 12, 2008 '

I HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT. i dreamt that i borrowed jingyi's piccolo home, and then, on the day that i had to return it for her to use for band prac, i came late. and she went to buy a piccolo to make me angry/guilty/irritated. and when she told me about it, she still give me that bitchy face, saying,"you come late den come late LOR! now i got a new piccolo!". LOL. OKOK. ITS JUST A DREAM. jingyi is not the bitchy sort of girl. but anw, i told natalie about this, and she really laughed her head off. HAHA.

another dream, which i had a year ago. this one is kinda stupid, really. thats why i rmb. i oso rmb telling rena, natalie and jingyi on one of the band prac before the jurong bird park performance in december 2006. during that time, there was a HAPPY FEET fever, and i dreamt about penguins. YA LA. PENGUINS. and its not 1 or 2 penguins, its a party of penguins. and then there was a part when i wanted to leave, but the penguins didn allow me to. (LOL!) and then there was also a part whereby penguins were killed and bbq-ed. (WTH?!?) i even ate the penguin meat in my dream. DONT ASK ME HOW IT TASTES LIKE. I DONT KNOW. LOL! HAHAHA. ok, enough of dreams already.

and so, there was alumni band prac today. the attendance is kinda pathetic, really. but i dont think its because of the ITP thing. every year sure will have people going the ITP thing mah, so, there should still be other people around and free to drop by and attend the prac. theres like only 9 alumni today. less than 10. tsktsktsk. there were 4 absent sections today. at least the other time, there was one in every. we used to want to have an alumni band so much, but now? somehow, i dont see that enthusiasm already. :( maybe we shall wait a few more years, for more main band people to migrate over to alumni band. :D

oh, i had this dream too last night. i felt like i had it before, but when i woke up, and tried to recall hard if i had dreamt it before, i couldnt rmb. but anw, this one, im not gonna say here. i feels different from my other weird dreams. HEHE.

ok. im tired. i shall maple awhile, then go sleep. HEHEHE. :D

2:54 PM;
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-Monday, February 11, 2008 '

i finished brown sugar macchiato last night. HEH. not bad. but romantic princess still is the best. and after that, bro asked me and mama go watch this zombie movie with him. i forgot the title. its a movie about this cannister (spelt like this?!?) which contains a substance that can revive the dead. but they become zombies that eat brains. even living people who consume this substance will become zombies. i couldnt stand it after 15-20mins. and i had to go do sth else. its scary la. =S and bro said its boring. O.O he really can take horrors la. LOL.

and so, since i had no plans for today, i mapled. i created a new character in Delphinus. :B go find my username if you can. HAHA. but anw, my bro also have a character in Delphinus and the same job as mine. (actually i had the job in mind long ago. HEHE.) den he thot i wanted to accompany him play maple (i think). LOL. how cute, if this is true. HAHA. i used to waste so much money changing equipment every 5 levels in the previous character, but now i dont. HEHE. its kinda pointless i think. i'll just change every 10 or 20 levels. then can save $$$. :D

alumni band tmr. HOHOHO. so long no alumni band. but i wanna watch the new drama on chnl 8 at 7pm. i think it will be interesting. OHYA. that time shouzu last episode, not very nice. the 2nd last episode nicer. :D seeing the baddies get caught. the finale too peaceful already la. HAHAHA.

i still haven upload the band cny performance video into my com yet. oh, lazy me. HAHAHA.

i shall go maple now. :D

2:04 PM;
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-Saturday, February 09, 2008 '

today was fun at grandma house. :D because of little cuzzie and lenny.

SEE. little cuzzie XUAN EN is so cute! and, lenny is not fat la. hes OBESE. seriously. he used to be so... slim? now, hes really very "meaty". tsktsktsk. lenny is my uncle's dog btw, if you didn read my previous post. heh.

and so, a couple of funny things happened at grandma's house. firstly, we wanted to watch a movie. since there were many many vcds. and my uncle picked out "ah long pte ltd". (we didn know it was actually the original soundtrack at first.) we all went,"huh? so fast come out already meh? i thot it just came to the theatres?". and then uncle played the disc. then everyone went,"eh? why nothing one ah?". den we tried another disc. this time, there were stuffs on the screen. and then my bro saw something. he saw the word "soundtrack". -.- ok. then we switched and watched the warlords.

second thing. the subtitles for the warlords are really O.O . but it was a pirated vcd la. so cant blame. HEHE. the subtitles were those directly translated kind. for example, theres this character called zhao4 er4 hu3. he is often called er4 hu3. and you know how its subbed as? TWO TIGERS. and my auntie said,"ORH. no wonder i dont see any tigers.". o.o and theres this character called yue4 yang2. and its subbed as moon sun. and still got this da4/pang4 qing1 yun2. its subbed as huge green cloud. tsktsktsk.

third thing. lenny loves to sniff xuan en's buttock. (xuan en is my little cuzzie btw.) wherever she goes, he follows behind, and always tries to keep up with her so that his nose is near her buttock. xuan en is kinda scared leh. LOL. xuan en is always v busy. she keeps walking around. Lol. but thats cute la. :D

okkkkk. HERE ARE THE LONG AWAITED PICS. im sorry i dont know which to choose, so i posted all. but i made them small. HEHE. :D

HEHEHE. ohya. i dreamt about drama last night. (again.) this time its brown sugar macchiato. HEHE. i dreamt about WANG ZI. the 2nd eldest bro among the 6 brothers. HEHEHE. mama said i have weird dreams. true. there was one, a few days ago, saturday or sunday or monday or tuesday. i forgot when. but it was about moving house. my family moved to parc oasis. LOL. and i forgot which unit/flat that i lived in. and i even asked the security guard for help. the security guard scolded me. =x but when i finally entered my house, i was telling my mama how much we shld move back to HDB flat, becos of the money and stuffs. HEHE. thats about all that i can rmb. HEHE.

I SHALL GO WATCH BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO NOW. i think its getting nicer, and nicer. :D

2:51 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Friday, February 08, 2008 '

nothing much today. i spent most of the time at home today. my family dont have the habit to visit others on the first day of chinese new year. we prefer spending some time together. together as in, together under one roof and in the same flat, but actually, we all are doing things separately.

i got my first angpao from parents. then mama pass me ang pao from her boss. then ah ma gave ang pao. and then we watched tv.

after lunch, i started watching brown sugar macchiato. actually i last night/the day before already started watching. the intro wasnt nice. but i watched on, and found it ok la. romantic princess is nicer. :D

and then someone came to visit. my papa said i was v rude. its true, i wont deny it. cos they came, and i didn bother to greet. and then when they left, i didn bother to show them out. i was using the com almost the whole time. i only came out, to change clothes, and papa asked me to greet them. he had to scold me for a moment just for me to greet them.

if the visitors were someone else, i probably wouldnt do this kinda thing. i know its rude what.

and so, the reason for me being like this, is simply because i didn like them. why? because every year, we tell them to give us a call before coming up. and we told them the reason was because we had to change our clothes to look presentable. its quite embarrassing to let people see you in your pjs. and heres what the lady said,"ahya. nevermind la. ah ma everytime at home, no need to call la.". HELLO. calling is not only for your convenience la, its for us too. >:/ and i plastered a smile on my face today. ok. lengthy para. i shall stop here. anw, it has been like this, for many years. seriously.

and this is why i hate cny, for now. i was scolded twice or thrice by my dad already. for really trivial stuffs. trivial in the way i see it. maybe not for him. i really dont like this feeling.

oh. check this out. its about the Ortho-K lens. i didn believe it at first when kenneth-the-big-eyes told me about it. sounds to good to be real. i didn know you need not do lasik to obtain perfect eyesight. but its kinda temporary for this. anw, kenneth said his sis got it, at $1400 per pair. VERY EX. but i wanna try it in future. mama dont allow me to try it now. HEHE. PERFECT EYESIGHT LEH. den i need not use contact lenses already. the contacts really make my eyes super dry when i wear them. makes me super sleepy. x(

ok. tmr gng grandma house. my baby cousin will be going, and maybe lenny. (lenny is my uncle's dog. :D) BYEBYE.

1:52 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Thursday, February 07, 2008 '

Your Birthdate: June 2

You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.

Your strength: Your universal compassion

Your weakness: Your unpredictable mood swings

Your power color: Mauve

Your power symbol: Butterfly

Your power month: February

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

I LOVE DOING THIS KINDA THINGS. like so fun. HEHEHE. 2nd june ah. dont you people dare forget (again). i'll get really upset. more upset than last year.

i think the weakness part is damn true. HAHA. and what is MAUVE? O.O ANDANDAND, TELL ME, HOW TRUE IS THIS?

7:39 AM;
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im blogging lesser nowadays. =x cos im busy with cny stuffs. the spring cleaning things, and the buying of new year goods. but i think everything is gna go back to normal after this friday/sunday :D

yesterday was a bad day, but something brightened it up near the end. it is -drum roll- YILING'S HANDMADE PURSE! SO NICE LA. i was smiling and giggling at home, and no one really cared. if there was a hidden camera at home to video that side of me, you'd probably think that giggling girl isnt cynthia. HAHA. ANW! its really sweet of yiling la. :D -shy- HAHAHA.

went back to sch today to see the cny celebrations. unlike the people who had applied for PAE, i have no other sch than secondary and primary school to go to. but primary school, err... i think the teachers might have forgotten who i am. the audience this year were quieter than the previous years. really. but unlike many other ex-students, i went back to see band's performance. i didn really greet the teachers or whatsoever. i video-ed the performance, but not uploading today. cos im lazy. HAHA.

i played the piccolo again today! :B the piccolo is so cute la. buden, i saw green things on it. :S eww. algae la. so disgusting. ok, and while im playing, they were captain's ball-ing. and during the break, i left. i had to go home to help out A LITTLE in preparing the reunion dinner, do somemore spring cleaning, and help out with the last of the chores.

how i wish i have the ability the feel the pain that other people are feeling simply by touching them. or the discomfort. and then maybe i'll understand more things. not only physical pain, i wanna feel those mental and emotional pain that they are feeling too. but its kinda impossible, isnt it? if someone could grant me 3 wishes, this will definitely be one if it.

last thing. i'll rmb to check it furry things are fake before buying it. I WILL ONLY BUY FAKE FUR. becos of that video in kk's blog. i thot genuine animal fur is removed from an animal after it has died, but im wrong. its so sick. humans are such cruel things la. and if i become rich, i wont even consider buying genuine fur products for winter (if im going overseas). and if i become rich and make a lot of those rich tai-tai friends, i will scold them for buying those products. unless they can prove that the fur came from dead animals, and not animals that were skinned alive.
EWW.

OKKKKK. LUNCH. :B

6:37 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Tuesday, February 05, 2008 '

i was a good girl this morning. HEH. i helped mama crack the gingko nut shell, along with my bro, and peeled the gingko and then poke it to remove something inside. i dont know wads it called. but anw, the both of us made quite a mess in the living room. really really messy. HEHE. in the end, the finger that both of us used to remove the shell was hurt. the nail and flesh part la. really pain. and then i had lunched and went out.

i bumped into kk on the bus. and it was rather unpleasant. cos i nearly fell down. SO PAISEH and SO MALU LA. =x TSK. i lost my balanced when the bus jerked, and i was kinda hopping. but anw, luckily hes around to hold my oranges. HAHA. if not i really gonna fall down. =x

and then at sch. i taught pork maths. but before that, -rewind- he shouted at me in the phone i think. cos i didn want to go to the canteen, and its was very noisy in the phone. -fast forward- and then went band. ms lai was kinda funny pulling me and using me and my S-size band tee as a model and guide. Lol. but other than that. I REGRET GOING BAND TODAY. becos i was asked to take the new sec one flutes. though it was only around 10mins or so (and then natalie came in), i still dont really like it. but there was this girl who had a lot of potential. HEHE. i dont know wads her name. i dont like it cos i dont know how to teach, i dont want to teach, they dont look interested in learning. the way i picked up flute definitely isnt going to be the way they are going to learn, so i dont know how to teach. i prefer teaching nat and jingyi, if they want me to, that is.

and then they had bonding session. captains ball. im sorry to say this, but i think this time, it isnt fruitful. i didn join in, yet i got smacked by the ball. it happened when the few sec 4s were playing volleyball. actually, i saw the ball coming. but i couldnt react fast enough. =x PAIN AH. luckily i didn cry or whatever. Lol. if not vvvvv paiseh, and somemore gonna make elaine vvvvv guilty. =x

i didn accomplish my mission again. im going to watch the cny concert on wednesday. i shall write down my mission on my hand. so that i can constantly remind myself. HEHE. but anw, my 2 flute juniors HUILIN and MELISSA say im pretty in contact lens. -shy- HAHA. THANKS AH. :D ohya. the contact lens made the white part of my eye look blue. light blue. weird. but yongxiang dont think so.

and so, in the midst of the bonding session, i went over to piano tcher's house w yongxiang to give her the oranges. THANKS YONGXIANG FOR ACCOMPANYING ME. :D and, yongxiang really kinda shocked me with his nice-ness. i was bringing down the oranges from band store, and when i met up with him, he took the oranges from me, and help me take. WOW. i really didn expect that. i didn ask him to help me take either. tsktsktsk. kk, wad a nice junior you have. HAHA. THANKS YONGXIANG! :D

ok, den bused home, and tabao dinner, and went home to watch shou zu. LUCKILY THE KISSING SCENE WASNT PLAYED YET. i dont like that wenya, so mean, so bitchy. HAHA. she really heng2dao1duo2ai4 leh. HEHE. i dont like that shuiling even more. shes even more bitchy. :P

i shall go sleep. NO DRAMA AGAIN TODAY. -sigh- i really dont have time for dramas, my anime oso haven finish. im now stuck at hana kimi (taiwan), tokyo juliet, liar game and darker than black. i shall go watch KO One and the X-Family as introduced by weikiat. HEH. and probably more Jdramas. :D

NITES. :D

2:53 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Monday, February 04, 2008 '

You Are Rain

You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming.
Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you.

You are best known for: your touch

Your dominant state: changing

What Type of Weather Are You?

Your Hidden Talent

You have the natural talent of rocking the boat, thwarting the system.
And while this may not seem big, it can be.
It's people like you who serve as the catalysts to major cultural changes.
You're just a bit behind the scenes, so no one really notices.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both genuine and spontaneous.
You really love life, and it shows. You are easy to get to know.
You tend to have a wide circle of friends, and many different interests.
While many people know you, no one can exactly figure you out.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Your Fortune Is

It is better to lose a lover than love a loser.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

and

Your Fortune Is

It's ok to let a fool kiss you, but don't let a kiss fool you.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

and

Your Fortune Is

An optimist is a girl who regards a bulge as a curve.

The Wacky Fortune Cookie Generator

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

What Kind of Blogger Are You?

i think the 2nd one not really true. Lol. but if you all think it is, then it shld be. how can i really describe myself? heh. they're all v interesting. HEHE.

anw, mama say i kinda have a bigger-than-average forehead. o.o of cos la. I SOTONG MAH. HAHAHA. ok. no la. i luo han yu. =x LOL. :D

2:31 PM;
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i feel so threatened. but anw, i think i'll enjoy it this year. either i - -, or i -. :D dont try to guess, i think you guys cant guess it. if you guys already see it in that way, no matter what i do, i cant change your mindset. so much for even bothering to prove you wrong.

actually, i know. (different issue already. (: ) dont smile at me when you dont wanna. :D

1:24 PM;
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okkk. i haven blogged for very long already. =x and i haven online for 2 days. and i haven watch drama for 2 days. but i wasnt practising self-discipline la. hehehe.

yesterday. went to collect pay. $266 dollars! HEHEHE. ok anw, that auntie, she bully bs la. tsk. oh, auntie jenny, to be precise. i dont like her. ever since she fetched us to the waiting area for the hitachi transport, i dont like her already. im kinda lazy to blog the details of what happened, and im not very clear of what that happened too. but i know that auntie shldnt treat bs like that. and so, kk and i waited for bs, and we mrt-ed back to lakeside. and then we parted. bs went home, while the 2 of us went sch.

ohya. the agency was located at a ulu place. when i wanted to walk out of the lift, a woman suddenly walked quickly into the lift. SCARED ME. i even jumped. (not jump actually, i dont know wads the word, again.) kk didn see. im not sure if the lady saw. but i burst into laughter after that. HEHE. so paiseh. =x

they were having sectionals. i visited for 5mins like that, and then left. i saw how badly dented the baby tuba was. tsktsktsk. and WONGXUNYAN IS SUSPENDED. kind of. hes not allowed to touch that bassoon. JOY TO THE WORLD. HAHAHA. had mac for lunch. and went to see them play captain's ball. heres wad happened before the game started...

i apologise for the candid shots of vincci, weijie and elsen. =x and then, someone joined in the fun.

im sorry for the candid shot again. =x

the human bench is yongxiang la. who ask you lie down there ah? HAHA.

then after the game, i went home. i was tired. buden i still went out after that with mama to get some cny stuffs. and i got my contacts again. the previous pair that i bought made my right eye cry like mad. this time, the sample pair was comfy-er than that one. but its still as dry as the fancy eyes coloured contacts. but, its not bad la. :D and quite cheap too. :D only $10 per pair. :D

and den today. nothing much. really. the initial plan to go out was cancelled, cos mama was busy. and then, my afternoon was spent napping. :D cos papa mama were deep frying cashew nuts. i couldnt help in any way. so i napped. :D OHYA. i had nightmares last night. i dreamt that 2 of my relatives died. =S one died becos of illness, and the other becos of car accident. omg. i told my mama. i guess that incident kinda had an impact on me, thou i wasnt really related to it.

and then i went out after my nap, for get another sample contact lens. cos out of the 2 that he gave, one wasnt the correct degree. and i saw my pri sch friend! JONATHAN. long long time no see. he was working as a sales promoter for YEO'S. and we chatted for a while, then he went back to work already. i dont know when is the next time i'll see him again, and i dont know when is the next time i'll see my pri sch friends. we kinda never see each other for years already.

ok. thats all. nothing much. no drama for today, i think. HEHE.

12:42 PM;
&I'll let it all end here.

-Saturday, February 02, 2008 '

brrrrr. its so cold. my fats failed to protect me again. i think i gained more fats this holiday. =x and plus, not going jc means no pe, no pe means no chance to burn those fats. =x =x =x

anw, i stoned in front of the com today, again. o.o tw hana kimi is nice too. but, still think the jap one is nicer. and taiwan dramas are a bit draggier than jdramas. but anw, romantic princess is still the best tw drama ive ever seen. i cried while watching the first episode. =x cos, a bit sad. i wanna finish tw hana kimi quickly, and go watch nodame cantabile special. :D but, i know i will hate the ending of tw hana kimi. >:/

my phone was like dead for 2 days, nearly 3 days. no incoming sms, and i didn bother to sms anyone. heh. but i used it today. so it became alive. :D but anyway. new month already, can sms already. my bill for last month will be... -shakes head- o.o

a few days ago, i saw this thing. (i forgot to blog about it la.) the ba kwa, bee cheng hiang (or something like that) actually has imitations. the one that i saw at the nearby pasar malam was called bee chun heng. (ok, laugh please.) tsk. WHY IMITATE FOOD BRANDS? later they never make properly, den the consumers who didn notice that they bought an imitation suffer leh. andandand. the packaging of this fake bee cheng hiang actually resembles the original packaging. tsk.

okkkkk. i shall go continue my tw hana kimi. :D collecting my pay tmr! like finally. Lol. and i may drop by sch to see the juniors, and to do sth. :D ohya, and buy my peanut cake. i havent had it for months already. :D

i snap better with my left hand when im a right-hander. -.-

negative motivation. i wanna work hard, to prove you wrong. HAHA.

12:39 PM;
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didn update yesterday. =x but anw. the whole day was spent watching dramas. so nothing much to blog about.

BUT I SHALL BLOG THIS. yesterday afternoon, i was watching hana kimi (taiwan). there were many many parts i laughed reallyyyyy loudly. and so, this caught my bro's attention. since my com is in the balcony, my bro hid outside and look at me watch hana kimi (or rather PEEP). he was really sneaky la. only his head could be seen lo. LOL. and then, i wanted to go get sth. since i was super happy (i think this is the wrong word. but whatever la. HAHA.), i SKIPPED out of the balcony giggling. eh. i really skip hor. and then i spotted my bro. he was smiling (but i know he was laughing inside. o.o) at me. and then he asked wad i was watching. and then he went back to studying. i guess that kinda brightened up his studying a little. and he can laugh whenever he thinks about it. HAHAHA.

and so. i finished ROMANTIC PRINCESS yesterday. :D sooooo nice laaaaa. i really hope theres a second season, but then again, i think there wont be. Lol. seriously, i think thats the best taiwan drama everrrrr. it beats rainie's devil beside you la. (oh. and whywhylove too.) and after that, i tried watching tokyo juliet. it was kinda horrible. =x the plot is sooooo bitter that i gave up at ep 3. i couldnt stand it la. and the preview for ep 4 decided it all. and then i tried watching hana kimi. i know hana kimi has a bad ending, buden, i still watch. so i shall not complain at the last ep. =x but jap hana kimi is still way better, thou the male lead for tw hana kimi looks better. :D

shes the root of all problems. (let her be X) X wouldnt change herself, no matter how much we tell her. X cant accept criticisms, which is why she go "you come do it la! since you know how to complain.". on the other hand, Y is angry. Y shows everyone else her fustrations. Y tries to overwork herself to make me feel miserable. Y wants me to know how much effort she puts in, and how much little effort i put in. i really wonder, does making other people feel miserable make you happy? o.o i really dont understand. im scarred already. in future, i'll never let that happen to me. never. i hate this year's chinese new year.

the only thing i like about cny is the ang paos. and the food of course. i never liked the visiting-other-people part. neither do i like the other-people-come-visit-me part. but if they're my friends, i wont mind la. Lol. i dislike the fake pretence i have to put up. the fake smiles that i have to plaster on my face. and i know some relatives are trying their best to dig out my academic results to compare. i hate it. not dislike ok, is HATE. comparing here and there. seeing whose child is better at this and that. wth. i really hate it. but somehow, i managed to go through all these for years. but anw, after visiting a particular relative. i get into a quarrel. this happens quite frequently. becos my parents told them sth that they need not know. cny, to me, is not enjoyable.

life is really fragile. if i died, what would happen to my friends? but before that, what if they saw me struggling for my dear life? if my close friend died, what would i do? his/her parents would definitely feel devastated. i would, too. i wanna treasure the close friends that i have now, for fear that one day, i may not be able to say goodbye to them. :)

another wordy entry. (my blog lags when there are too much pictures or videos. o.o)

1:51 AM;
&I'll let it all end here.